the county jail. 16th was in the cell right above me. 17th was on the right side. 18th was on the right side. trowbridge has decided to mark his 30th birthday by writing a letter to the elderly woman he robbed, murdered and sexually assaulted. i can never ask you to forgive me for the horrible things i did to you. i can t hardly forgive myself. i am sorry i stole your sense of security when i snuck in your home and stole your sense of accomplishment and endeavors. i am sorry i stole your dignity. i m sorry i stole you from your loved ones when i very cowardly took the life that god gave you. there is no words that can ever suppress how sorry i am. to those who knew and loved
trowbridge s cell mate, joshua bean, also wrote a letter to his victim, heather, his former girlfriend who he stabbed to death. i cannot push these emotions to the darkest place in my mind any more. i suppressed so much. now your parents think i abused and beat you on multiple occasions and your friends think i controlled and forced you to be with me. i never wanted anything over than your love, babe. i never would have hurt you. yet you are dead and i might as well be. but debby norris, heather s mother, says that bean is a liar. i know that heather was beaten by him at least four times, four times that were pretty bad. one time she ended up going to the hospital after a beating. two of those beatings she
open 504. shortly after bean and trowbridge are allowed back this their cell, corrections officers return to administer the drug tests. we test for morphine, oxy, meth, cocaine and marijuana. bean. the containers are designed with a drug detection patch that provides immediate results. all right. bean, right? i have you showing positive for methamphetamine. that s your testing. you want it sent to the lab.
understand. you have every right to hate me for what i ve done. i hated myself a long time. every day for over half my life not a moment has gone by when i didn t hang my head in guilt and shame. that s it. why did you feel the need to write that? well, i think it was this was as much for myself as it was for anybody else s sake. i this is probably going to sound kinda silly, but i really didn t couldn t comprehend death until someone i knew until i had experienced that loss. and it it kind of put things in a completely different perspective when my grandma died. trowbridge s cellmate wrote a letter to his victim heather, his former girlfriend who he stabbed to death.
open 504. shortly after bean and trowbridge are allowed back into their cell, corrections officers return to administer the drug tests. we test for eight different drugs, morphine, oxy, pcp, meth, cocaine and marijuana. bean. the containers are designed with a drug detection patch that provides immediate results. all right. bean, right? i have you showing positive for methamphetamine. that s what you re testing for. you want it sent to the lab. send it to the lab. that s not right. if an inmate tests positive,