and in despair hundreds of thousands and you are a grim day to day existence in libya s capital tripoli clinging to hope of a new life in europe the chances are minimal the risks are enormous you ve been at that i m going to get i want to leave and go anywhere else and i m twelve years old and i want to future to go to school and live my life there s nothing here. that on the hot is dangerous on the mediterranean but what are the choice do i have except to try and reach. it will be very had and i don t even have the money. the weak the injured and the sick come to this health center run by refugee aid organizations for help up to three hundred patients a day are treated here. the regime fled from sudan to tripoli hoping to carry on to europe. but in libya he experienced torture and abuse. anybody took a kalashnikov and hit me on the neck and on my back. beat my legs and finally they