i m prepared for it. before i left the church i was working undercover for the intelligence arm of the church. you were a church spy? i was. i was recruited to pose as a disgruntled scientologist and infiltrate a meeting of independent scientologists. i was sent there to take names. all of a sudden i turned around in the auditorium and trey lotz was sitting in the front. i have known tray lotz for 30 years. i later reported back to my handler and i said do owe know that trey lotz is with these guys. they said he is a suppressive person and has been declared. and well, this is what started waking me up. i better check this out. because that didn t make sense. do you feel as though that the church was taken away from