able to remember things. yeah. but not so much anymore. and when you re training eod guys now in alabama, do you talk about this with them, do you let them know, look, this is what could happen and this is how your life could change? is that part of the training no you? well, i think as eod techs, we all know it could happen. it s a risk of the job. you can only play with fire so many times before you get burned. what i like to do is tell them my story and what i did in more detail than i can get into here and try and help them so they don t have to come home the same way i did. that s really how i see myself is contributing, helping the guys out, this is what i did, i was on the ground, i did this, that, and the other thing and it blew up and don t do that. hopefully it helps guys. explain what not to do. sometimes you can do the right thing and you never know what the enemy has in store. before we go, justin, what is it about this documentary that s so