even hypocritical she said, because the medications that were prescribed for jay were stronger than cannabis. they were essentially, tra tranquilizers, they are kind of a chemical lobotomy. like the zartlers, marie tried all the conventional medicine to help her son, and none of it worked and it was brutal. as soon as he got home, he would start to scream, whale and as a person, he didn t want to be touched. he had a lot of aggressions. he would attack us all the time. the college professor and award-winning writer used her skills to search for answers. consistently her research kept leading her back to cannabis,