believe me, he goes out of his way to be nice to me. because you re you. [ laughter ] but it is your responsibility as the patient. you cannot separate which i think what you re getting at is kind of personal responsibility from historical traumas, right? there is this much african-american history in american life, this much free african-american history in american life. and you there s very few periods in american life where you can look at black people and say you ve had a chance to catch your breath and catch up. from slavery to systematic widespread social and cultural violence, to jim crowe, to mass incarceration, war on drugs which is basically a war on black and brown people. you just go down the line all the way until you march up now. and you say, black people, we