louise mcallan from essex has terminal cancer and had her chemotherapy stopped because of the pandemic. when he told me that i wouldn t be receiving chemotherapy, yes, it was just devastating, really. i think my whole world just fell out. i just said to him at the time, you rejust leaving me. you know, ijust felt so abandoned. leaving me. you know, i ust felt so abandoned. leaving me. you know, i ust felt so abandoned. ., ., ~ ., abandoned. you were told, i think at this oint, abandoned. you were told, i think at this point. that abandoned. you were told, i think at this point, that your abandoned. you were told, i think at this point, that your cancer, - abandoned. you were told, i think at this point, that your cancer, your i this point, that your cancer, your lung cancer was stage iv, is that correct? yes, it was. which for anyone who doesn t understand the significance of that, there isn t a stage five, it means it isn t curable, but treatment can prolong your life. but expl