or find the fortitude or the grace to kind of make the hard decision. reporter: the lost closet is an organization to encourage the end of homophobia in sports. jackie robinson when he came into baseball, he had trouble, but it was the management that took care of him and made it okay. reporter: yakker points out for many players, it is a nonissue. we re going to support him, and we re going to treat him like we treat everybody else, every other teammate with love and fairness and kindness and compassion because we know it is really going to be a tough burden on that person. reporter: for harris, the burden almost became too much to bear. you want to escape the stare, the turmoil and your mind goes to dark places sometimes. but i would just say that i i m happy today. i m glad that, you know, i didn t actually i didn t act on any of those things and that, you know, it does get better.