tb joshua s closest followers were known as disciples, and lived together for years inside his compound in nigeria. we all thought we were in heaven, but we were in hell, and in hell terrible things happen. dozens of these insiders alleged that the pastor repeatedly assaulted, raped and tortured women behind closed doors, with the most recent incidents in 2019. it became so robotic. i disconnected from my body. i just became like. ..a puppet. rape became like a normal, terrifying thing that he would do. it s like you are an animal being slaughtered. i was 17 years old. he would be calling girls in one after the other. . i stayed here almost 14 years. they will be in thousands. some women claim they were
workers hardly slept and food was also a problem. it was a different life i was living but we were made to believe this is how the people were in the bible back in the day so who are you to complain? find were in the bible back in the day so who are you to complain? and what about your who are you to complain? and what about your relationship who are you to complain? and what about your relationship with - who are you to complain? and what about your relationship with tb - about your relationship with tb joshua himself, what was that like? a very, very scary relationship. it was very unsettling because he behaved like a master, like a lord over me. i was constantly in fear. it was a very horrifying type of relationship. very confusing, too, because the same person who is raping me is the same person who wants me to see him as a father. 50. wants me to see him as a father. so, ou were wants me to see him as a father. so, you were physically assaulted and raped? you were physically
tb joshua s closest followers were known as disciples, and lived together for years inside his compound in nigeria. it was a psychological prison. we all thought we were in heaven, but we were in hell, and in hell terrible things happen. dozens of these insiders alleged that the pastor repeatedly assaulted, raped and tortured women behind closed doors, with the most recent incidents in 2019. it became so robotic. i disconnected from my body. i just became like. ..a puppet. rape became like a normal, terrifying thing that you would do. it s like you are an animal being slaughtered. i was 17 years old. he would be calling girls in one after the other. . i stayed here almost 14 years. they will be in thousands.
some people, they are still living in fear for their lives, in fear for the retribution that will come if they do open their mouths. peter murimi, bbc news. jessica kaimu from namibia is one of the survivors you saw her in peter s report. she was only a teenager when tb joshua recruited her as one of his closest followers. she told me about the circumstances that led to her meeting tbjoshua. my life was a living hell, i was constantly living in fear, always afraid, because that is how he trained, brainwashed all of us to believe that we could not do anything without his command. we could not think without him so it was a master and servant type of relationship that we all had in the church. my experience was so overwhelming because the moment i came
and a range of chronic conditions. negative tested for hiv and hiv 2. everybody wanted the privilege to go with, to meet this. ..big giant. tb joshua s closest followers were known as disciples, and lived together for years inside his compound in nigeria. it was a psychological prison. we all thought we were in heaven, but we were in hell, and in hell terrible things happen. dozens of these insiders alleged that the pastor repeatedly assaulted, raped and tortured women behind closed doors, with the most recent incidents in 2019. it became so robotic. i disconnected from my body. i just became like. ..a puppet. rape became like a normal, terrifying thing that you would do. it s like you are an animal being slaughtered. i was 17 years old.