and i think how was he able to get away with it? and he can go back to his cell, have his dinners, and we have to still live with. and it s a waiting game again, isn t it? alicia s family and friends came to court to see taylor sentenced, but he didn t show up. it s a kick in the face. i mean, he s done whatever he done. and obviously he murdered my sister, but obviously he could have had at least common decency to face us and actually show us that you have some sense of remorse. but obviously he doesn t. taylor s defence said he was ill. the judge insisted that taylor would be there for sentencing. how important was that for you? not coming out because you have anxiety or whatever you want to call it, it sjust kind of a joke considering we ve been having to deal with our mental health for the last six months because of something that he d done, because he couldn t control his temper. it s never going to bring her back. it s never going to make anything better. but, obviously, itjust.