was going for the jugular, but he just missed. i got taken to the hospital here. they took me out and stuff like that. and i think it was like 35 stitches and 2 plastic surgeries, so i was furious. i wanted to get back at inmates, i wanted to kill inmates. i wanted to get them back. but i didn t. they re not worth doing time over. they re not worth losing your job over. it s not worth it. even though alejos is a veteran officer, every day at san quentin is unpredictable. his survival tactic has been never to show fear. it s like the law of the jungle, only the strong survive here. and if they see, that you re afraid, they ll eat you alive. so you never, never let your fear show, never. you have convicted felons here for murder and for rape. we got level fours here that you don t know, in a split second, a level two could be a level four and, you know, they could stab you. they could stab someone in front of you.
i wanted to get them back. but i didn t. they re not worth doing time over, they re not worth losing your job over. it s not worth it. even though alejos is a veteran officer, every day at san quentin is unpredictable. his survival tactic has been never to show fear. it s like the law of the jungle, only the strong survive here. if they see you re afraid, they eat you alive. you never, never let your fear show, never. you have convicted felons here for murder and for rape. we got level fours here that you don t know, in a split second, a level two could be a level four and they could stab you. they could stab someone in front of you. you respond to help them and guess what, you get stabbed, too. in such a chaotic environment the camaraderie among officers is vital. they rely on each other for backup as they risk their lives every day. i love this place. it may sound sick but this is my job.
they re not worth doing time over, they re not worth losing your job over. it s not worth it. even though alejos is a veteran officer, every day at san quentin is unpredictable. his survival tactic has been never to show fear. it s like the law of the jungle, only the strong survive here. if they see you re afraid, they eat you alive. you never, never let your fear show, never. you have convicted felons here for murder and for rape. we got level fours here that you don t know, in a split second, a level two could be a level four and they could stab you. they could stab someone in front of you. you respond to help them and guess what, you get stabbed too. in such a chaotic environment the camaraderie among officers is vital. they rely on each other for backup as they risk their lives every day.
working the adjustment center, and running showers on the first floor right there, and took the inmate to the shower, uncuffed him, turned my back and he was going for the jugular but he just missed. i got taken to the hospital here. they took me out and stuff like that. i think it was 35 stitches and two plastic surgeries, so i was furious. i wanted to get back at inmates. i wanted to kill inmates. i wanted to get them back. but i didn t. they re not worth doing time over. they re not worth losing your job over. it s not worth it. even though alejos is a veteran officer, every day at san quentin is unpredictable. his survival tactic has been never to show fear. it s like the law of the jungle, only the strong survive here. if they see you re afraid, they re going to eat you alive. you never, never let your fear show. never. you have convicted felons here for murder and for rape.
they took me out and stuff like that. i think it was 35 stitches and two plastic surgeries, so, i was furious. i wanted to get back at inmates, i wanted to kill inmates. i wanted to get them back. but i didn t. they re not worth doing time over, they re not worth losing your job over. it s not worth it. even though alejos is a veteran officer, every day at san quentin is unpredictable. his survival tactic has been never to show fear. it s like the law of the jungle, only the strong survive here. if they see you re afraid, they eat you alive. you never, never let your fear show, never. you have convicted felons here for murder and for rape. we got level fours here that you don t know, in a split second, a level two could be a level four and they could stab you. they could stab someone in front of you. you respond to help them and guess what, you get stabbed too.