forced. i went along with it. so i didn t he didn t physically force me. why did you wait for so long to tell the truth? again, it took a long time, it took a long time for me to get to this point. i never wanted to admit to this. and i had written out all my suicide letters. i sent them in an envelope to my grandmother, do not open until november 10th, 2008. i was hoping to be dead by then. that date rolled by and then more time rolled by and then i was still here, so with the evolution of just time and the years, couple of years that went by, it was a gradual process and i began to feel not right about keeping it in instead. how many times did you try to
found the body of the executive s girlfriend hanging. her hands and feet were tied and a suggestion it was suicide. a member of the girlfriend s family denied she would kill herself. and a retired homicide detectsive for san diego right next door, is all nor of i m in the tub, gone, a collection of suicide letters. rick have you ever seen anybody tie his own hands and feet and hang by a rope? guest: well, it is not out of the realm of possibility but i have not seen that and it would be rather unusual. shepard: what is the thinking? you know the cops? guest: well, this is a woman of asian background and she obviously they are modest people and the body was found nude so apparently suicide is actually a
detectsive for san diego right next door, is all nor of i m in the tub, gone, a collection of suicide letters. rick have you ever seen anybody tie his own hands and feet and hang by a rope? guest: well, it is not out of the realm of possibility but i have not seen that and it would be rather unusual. shepard: what is the thinking? you know the cops? guest: well, this is a woman of asian background and she obviously they are modest people and the body was found nude so apparently suicide is actually a personal thing, if a person is angry with themself or the situation and they look to be more reclusive than to do it in such a public action. shepard: first the kid fell down the stairs or that was the story and that could be what