environment and neighborhood and and we were we went to catholic schools and wore uniforms i just that was normal life to me and when i went to high school we moved to a suburb and it was all white, and we were living above our means. when you go to an all-white school though do you start to withdraw? well i just didn t fit in. i just felt like i was with rich people and i and i wasn t, and i felt out of place and they were members of like country clubs, and they had manicures and they wore nice clothes, and i didn t fit in. i felt like a country bumpkin. i was smart, but i didn t socialize really. i didn t have friends. why do you think that was? because i just thought everyone was an idiot. so so some of you may say, well what do you expect. this is madonna, but at least one man is saying don t you talk about my city that way. that man is the mayor of that suburb madonna was just