an accident. and i couldn t believe. you write in the book that pa didn t hug me. he wasn t great at showing emotions under normal circumstances, but his hand did fall once more on my knee. and he said, it s going to be okay. but after that, nothing was okay for a long time. no, nothing nothing was okay. harry says his memories of the next few days are fragmented. but he does remember this, greeting mourners outside kensington palace in london the day before his mother s funeral. when you see those videos now, what do you think? i think it s bizarre because i see william and me smiling. i remember the guilt that i felt. guilty about? the fact that people that we were meeting were showing more emotion than we were showing, maybe more emotion than we even felt. they were crying but you weren t. it was a lot of tears. i talk about how wet people s hands were. i couldn t understand at first. their hands were wet.
to being a bleegerred dad with a drug addaled son. reality is they do protect the more senior members of the family, not necessarily campaign against the junior members of the family. but the crying incident this is gone into folklore. who made who cry? meghan or kate over the bridesmaid dress just before the wedding. it s quite defining. none of us know who made who cry. the story in the papers was meghan made kate cry. and meghan and harry are really precipitous about that saying it wasn t that way around, it was the other way around, but the palace wouldn t address that because it would be more negative for kate. that really frustrates meghan and harry. my experience was when i worked for william s side of the palace, they would often they were working with the sussex s as well. they were constantly talking about the racism and the sexism
that you would not discuss it further. okay. how he framed that. obviously got huge publicity at the time, there was no mention of it in his book. you know, i saw it, and you remember oprah s reaction was, like, what? and the whole world stopped. and meghan looked like she was about to cry. so, you know, we have to take that as very serious. and maybe even deliberate. and then harry kind of implies that maybe it wasn t. so, you know, how do you take this? the other thing i want to say that i didn t get a chance to say about spare, anderson, there s no way that a person who s royal on one side and high nobility on the other would be surprised about being called a spare. the second son is a norm in aristocratic and royal circles.
they were asleep at the castle on august 31st, when harry was awakened business his father who told him his mother was in a car crash in paris. and in the book you write, he says, they tried, darling boy. i m afraid tshe didn t make it. did you cry? no. not a single tear. i was in shock. you know? 12 years old. sort of 7:30 in the morning, early. your father comes in and sits on your bed and puts his hand on your knee and tells through is an accident. i couldn t believe. and you write in the book that pa didn t hug me. wasn t great as show emotions under normal circumstances but his hand did fall on my knee and he said it s going to be okay. after that, nothing was okay for a long time. , no nothing was okay. harry he says his memories of the next few dawes are
the wife getting into the jacuzzi, slimg, falling into the jacuzzi, hitting her head, going unconscious, and drowning. see this sharp corner sticking out into the spa? hitting her head on this would certainly have opened a gash and knocked christy out, said the attorney. she didn t see what was really happening during the times when she was not looking. that scream that made lyndsay patterson look over the wall, she was in a bathroom that faced the street. she wasn t in the backyard when she heard it. could have been anybody. and courtney who was inside her house near the spa didn t hear a thing. we don t think she s lying. she misinterpreted what she saw. anyway, lyndsay, to a certain degree, didn t know what she was seeing in her glimpses that morning. something was wrong. and yet you hadn t seen anything. no, but i knew something was wrong. i don t know if in my brain i