abandoned common sense at this point. it makes me so frustrated. they would rather have someone who does have minimal risk of transmission over someone testing negative who has no risk of transmission. it doesn t make any sense. brian: so you as a professional. when you first hear about this virus and start being affected by it 2019, 2020 up until october 1st. what was this life like when this virus slammed this country. we were terrified. we didn t know what we didn t know. and we all just sort of banded together and said we are going to get through this. and we are going to do what we need to do. and we were ppe shortage. we were making due with what we had and going in and keeping it going i mean, we were afraid to infect our families. we were changing in our backyards. some people were living in hotels. it was really stressful.