i was introduced to heroine and other drugs that i never dreamed of using and completely destroyed my life. it is my fault. i have given up everything and i have lost everything. nothing was taken from me. this is what i look forward to every week. i get a card every week from my mom. the only person who writes me and visits me. i stack them on the floor because everybody comes in. it smells good, too. she spreads them with perfume. people get cards. i get cards from my mom. i heard through the grapevine that i was the one snitching on everybody. coming up nick desiicillo ho for the best. if i go into prison, i am going to be in prison with these people. i think we have to keep watch with the warden. this is my house, understand that. turn around and face the wall.
it s not what i prefer, but, unfortunately, i m put in i m put into a situation that there s really not too much i can do. from what i understand, inmate rivera and inmate polanco believed inmate bernard was working with some sort of police agency. since they thought he was snitching, they decided to assault him. both the inmates who attacked bernard were placed in disciplinary segregation. one of them, rafael riviera, says bernard, whose nickname is whitey, had it coming. let me tell you something. whitey don t have no friends. because he s a [ bleep ] snitch. working for the police. because he working for the police, every spot that he s going, he going to get [ bleep ] up. and i bet you that [ bleep ] is going to happen. people don t play no game. whoever is [ bleep ] with us,
it was a little chaotic. for the most part i tried to be nonconfrontational as much as possible. it s not what i prefer, but, unfortunately, i m put in i m put into a situation that there s really not too much i can do. from what i understand, inmate rivera and inmate polanco believed inmate bernard was working with some sort of police agency. since they thought he was snitching, they decided to assault him. both the inmates who attacked bernard were placed in disciplinary segregation. one of them, rafael riviera, says bernard, whose nickname is whitey, had it coming. let me tell you something. whitey don t have no friends. because he s a [ bleep ] snitch. working for the police. because he working for the police, every spot that he s going, he going to get [ bleep ] up. and i bet you that [ bleep ] is
i had a rough childhood. i mean, that s all i could say. my dad passed away when i was younger. he was in prison most of the time. i had to take care of my brothers and sisters, and i had to grow up fast. i didn t have a childhood. i wasn t there to carry around a purse and have a cinderella crown on me. i had to grow up, feed my family, do what i have to do. my mom wasn t taking care of responsibilities so i had to do that. the girl you got in a fight with, why did you get in a fight with her? she was making comments about raping kids and just sick comments. just making comments about kids. about just disgusting stuff. she started calling us all racist names in the pod. she was snitching to the cops and lying at the same time right in front of me. i just had it. while apkaw gave us an assortment of reasons for the attack, jail officials think she left out the real one. other inmates greatly influence her. she wants to be other people s
so i m going to close it. apkaw faces up to a 15-year prison sentence on charges of aggravated assault after allegedly stabbing her boyfriend. i had a rough childhood. i mean, that s all i could say. my dad passed away when i was younger. he was in prison most of the time. i had to take care of my brothers and sisters, and i had to grow up fast. i didn t have a childhood. i wasn t there to carry around a purse and have a cinderella crown on me. i had to grow up, feed my family, do what i have to do. my mom wasn t taking care of responsibilities so i had to do that. the girl you got in a fight with, why did you get in a fight with her? she was making comments about raping kids and just sick comments. just making comments about kids. about just disgusting stuff. she started calling us all racist names in the pod. she was snitching to the cops and lying at the same time right in front of me. i just had it.