impact statement that is being delivered on her behalf in manchester crown court this morning. it goes on to say, the first year after her death was a blur, i don t even know how we got through it. i would wear sunglasses permanently to hide the pain and to hide the tears from my children because i didn t want to upset them because they were also struggling. i struggle to be out in public, to eat and sleep. i would relive all these collapses and the emergence were like they were at that moment happening again. i would like in the night in a panic because of the nightmares and the night sweats stop i felt like i was sinking into a black hole and it was getting harder to keep myself going. i went to the doctors who gave me antidepressants, sleeping tablets, beta blockers to try and help. i then got pregnant again, she says, i don t rub the pregnancy. i put all “p don t rub the pregnancy. i put all up and put that out. we were so scared of the same thing happening again. even the scans.
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now we know the answer to the question everyone in football had been asking just what happened to dele? i was waking up every day, and i was winning the fight. you know, going into training smiling, showing that i was happy. but inside, i was definitely losing the battle. that battle was against sleeping tablets, drugs he d been taking to mask the pain of a tumultuous childhood. he told former england footballer gary neville that at the age of six, he was molested by a friend of his alcoholic mother s. his father was absent, living in africa. by eight, he was dealing drugs. finally, when 12, he was adopted by what he describes as an amazing family. he no longer has contact with his birth parents. after a public falling out with his then coach at spurs, jose mourinho, he contemplated ending his career. i rememberjust looking in the mirror and it sounds dramatic, but i was literally staring at the mirror and i was asking if i could retire now, at 24, from doing the thing
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