Watching from a distance, it is not easy. Ifeel like i am living two lives. I go out for basic necessities, i go out to eat. Whenever i am eating or being able to take a Shower Ijust think whenever i am eating or being able to take a shower i just think about the people back home how they are not able to eat, how they are not able to shower, how they dont have Water Or Food able to shower, how they dont have Water Orfood or able to shower, how they dont have Water Or Food or anything. Able to shower, how they dont have Water Orfood or anything. I able to shower, how they dont have Water Or Food or anything. I feel like i am a privileged person because i know i will be killed at any minute and i am in a safe place. It was incredibly unsafe to say, but to stay, but was it hard to leave . To stay, but was it hard to leave . , to stay, but was it hard to leave . ,. , leave . Of course, i described it as the hardest leave . Of course, i described it as the hardest Decision Leave . Of course