it was very quiet. i don t really think that we spoke very much at all on the way there. because? just nerves. little anxious? right. do you remember pulling up to the house? yes. very vividly. at that moment charlotte was on the phone with her dad. seeing it at the top of the hill, you could see police, the sheriffs lights. all the cars. the worst spots are going through my mind at that point. almost the kind of thing to hit you here, before here. yeah, you feel it in your stomach first for sure. then we got closer to the house, so the caution tape. and all the people running around. we pulled up and stabbed at the side of the road. two sheriffs walked up on other side of the car.