did at any point in time during that day, june 4th, 2008, did you make a conscience decision that i want to kill travis alexander? no, that was never a thought. shepard: in fact, not only does she say she didn t plan to kill him, she says she doesn t remember killing him. and today she told the court how much she once loved this man before she stabbed and shot and slashed the life out of him. dominic di-natale is tracking latest from our west coast news hub. she said on the stand today she still loves the man she killed. that s right, shep. unconditionally so, she says. extraordinary, really because studio b the defense is trying to portray her ex, travis alexander and violent and mean. this afternoon areas attorney trying to draw out alexander s mistreatment of her in the face of her obsession with him and how she would do anything to get his attention. most especially, shep, through their sex life it?