mayor de blasio at the time and in the book you write about how it ended up in a spiral of self doubt for the next week, we will play this moment. let me tell you something. please, tell us something. watching mayor de blasio don t go on a rant. do his victory lap dance after four years of the as the mayor of new york, the only thing that democrats and republicans can agree on is what a horrible mayor he has been. so sayanora, sucker. 2022, it is a new year. because guess what? i have a feeling that i am going to be standing right here next year and you know what? i will look at dancing as the city i love how i had no voice. i m like an angry cabdriver at a bar.
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so i think as you get older, you realise you don t want to have to keep working your way out of stuff. talk to me about your anxiety, the depression, the self doubt, which you ve had to deal with. how much has it affected you? a lot, massively. and still does, still does, you know, because snooker s obviously all i ve ever done. it s like my my security blanket in a way, you know, if i m playing good, i haven t got a care in the world. if i m playing bad, then everything seems like, you know, life s not great, you know? so i rely on it really to sort of feel good about myself in many ways. one of the triggers you talk about is your dad being sent to prison when you were just 16 and the impact that had on you and the seven dark years that followed. what are your memories and recollections of that time? i struggled, you know, because i just wanted to win on the table. and then i felt like that would have made my dad feel not so bad for his, what happened to him. then when my mum went awa
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