safe living with another individual who s maybe been convicted of murder, rape, or whatnot. i said i m going to rip this toilet off the wall. i m going to drag it down the tier and i m going to bust i m going to cut you up. you re a dead man. you don t want these people in society but you want me to feel safe inside a cell with this person. i was not born gay. every relationship i ve had has been a forced type thing. for me, hope is like they ll due to mature subject matter, viewer discretion is advised. msnbc takes you behind the walls of america s most notorious prisons, into a world of chaos and danger.