i hope he lives a long, rotten life. you know, i don t forgive him. i know that s a problem i have as a christian. the lord knows how i feel about it. when i hear the name dennis rader, the first thing that comes to mind is disgust. dennis rader has never really truly apologized for anything he s done, has never truly apologized to the victims families, has never, i feel, felt remorse for what he did. otero: it was a great family. my mom was great, she really was and my dad. and that s why, when i do these interviews, one of the reasons why is just, for one instant, my family, who ve been gone for almost 40 years now, they re relevant again in today s society. they existed, and the world knows they existed,