vomiting, hallucinating or foaming? i didn t see any of those things, those things were happening outside the lodge. again, as i said, my remorse, there are many physical things i would have done differently. of all the metaphorical things i did, the rope walks, the bridges, were extremely powerful. for whatever reason, the lodge was the only one that i participated in. all the rest of them. and in retrospect, i m not sure why. but who was in charge that day in the lodge, who was running the show? you? well, i was in the lodge running the lodge, which the prayers and affirmations, those type of things but were you in charge? i was not in charge to that degree. so you had it in your power if you were genuinely concerned about what was happening, to just open the flaps and everybody out. we did, every 15 minutes we
again, why didn t you do that? again, i didn t know, know did anyone know that anyone was in a life or death situation. i have been very physical all of my life. and what i noticed was a lot of people having challenges much like you would see at a marathon or any other physical activity. had i known, i wish i would have known. you didn t see anybody suffering from any of those things? nobody collapsing, nobody vomiting, hallucinating or foaming? i didn t see any of those things, those things were happening outside the lodge. again, as i said, my remorse, there are many physical things i would have done differently. of all the metaphorical things i did, the rope walks, the bridges, were extremely powerful. for whatever reason, the lodge was the only one that i participated in. all the rest of them. and in retrospect, i m not sure why. but who was in charge that
happening outside the lodge. again, as i said, my remorse, there are many physical things i would have done differently. of all the metaphorical things i did, the rope walks, the bridges, were extremely powerful. for whatever reason, the lodge was the only one that i participated in. all the rest of them. and in retrospect, i m not sure why. but who was in charge that day in the lodge, who was running the show? you? well, i was in the lodge running the lodge, which the prayers and affirmations, those type of things but were you in charge? i was in charge to that degree. so you had it in your power if you were genuinely concerned about what was happening, to just open the flaps and everybody out. we did, every 15 minutes we opened up the flaps and people were free to leave. come and go. and there were people outside