i did so good, too. sex is a powerful drive. it is, especially when you re young. because that s really the only thing that drives you, especially in here, because i mean, what other kind of pleasure do they get? they take all the drugs out. they take all the fun out of everything. so, you know, sex is the only thing you have. and half the time it s not even worth having anyway. because you know, it s that 30 seconds, get in, get out. you know, what fun is that anymore? a few days before his disciplinary hearing for the chapel incident, gilchrist tries out his line of defense in a progress meeting with officer roger lawson. yesterday you indicated to me you were being discriminated against? yeah. what s that all about? every time i m alone with somebody i have to go through this, and it s not this isn t the first time that it s happened. they just they watch me and it just gets annoying.