house. as i was walking, something didn t feel right. i noticed a car was sort of out of place. and i remember looking and he looked and we locked eyes for a second. and then he looked away. and i would later find out that that would be the man that would come the next day at 5:00, ring our door bell and take may only child. and he was looking for you. he wanted me. why? he was angry with me. he felt i wasn t moving his case fast enough. truth be told, he was a self-proclaimed antifeminist, i believe a racist based on what i ve been told that he wrote about me in the manifesto which i haven t read. i think he was angry with the world, and he decided to take it out on me. one of the things that i found out during an fbi debriefing after the murder was that day,