i think the last state within her diary said it all. we had a lot of hurdles to get over. i will never forgive myself. never. the life of a police officer. it s full of danger. and stress. they have rough days at work. and they end up holding it in. our first responders. it is hard. it is hard work. from one called to the next, you don t know what s going to be up with. but our story is about what happened when a first responder had to face a crisis in his own home. baby, please wake up! a cop pleading for help, from his travel men and women in blue. tell them i m a cup, please. tell them to hurry please. and one moment, a family is shattered. it s like disbelief. it s a surreal moment. and overtime, an entire communities secrets would be revealed. i cried. it does not make sense. it starts here in the village of los lunas, mexico. 25 miles south of albuquerque. tera chavez grew up with her twin brother josh, and young brother a
it s your fault! because i didn t answer the phone, i blamed myself. what emotions were you feeling? guilt. but gayle does not begin to describe it. [inaudible] and it felt like god was telling me, this is all your fault. this is all your fault! after his emotional account of finding tara. the attorney gave levi a chance to explain away a series of other prosecution points. that computer search for how to kill? levi told the jury, that all came from his passion for martial arts. i remember looking up, how the ribs somebody s throat out. because i wanted to find that martial art. and rose s llama? levi testified the rest of her story that it was a lie.