that s pretty evident from the size of the congregation that you had in colorado. was there a time when you just wanted to go hide somewhere and never be heard from again? oh, absolutely. and lots of others wanted me to go hide somewhere and never be heard from again. mike: there were probably some who said never show your face again. never show your face again, but one of the incredible things was alexander pelosi, nancy pelosi s daughter, she told me when i was in that state. she said there s too much, too much resurrection in you to stay hidden. and she says, you will complete the story and it will be a resurrection story. and then she did the documentary, the trials of ted haggard and then that opened the door then in me, it started to speak to faith in me and the confidence in me and with gail s decisions that she describes in her book and the children s decision, then i realized there is going to be life. there is going to be a family, there is going to be a future. and so
that s evident from the size of the church in colorado. was there a time you wanted to go and slide somewhere and not to be heard from again. yes absolutely and others wanted me to. mike: that s probably the case. probably some that shed never show your face again. never show your face again. one of the incredible things alexander pelosi, who is nancy pelosi s daughter, she told me when i was in that state, she said there is too much resurrection in you to stay hidden. and she says you will complete the story and it will be a resurrection story. and then she did the documentary, the trials of ted haggard. then that opened the door then in me. it started to speak the faith in me and the confidence in me and with gayle s decisions that she describes in her book, and the childrens decision, then i realized there is going to be life. there is going to be a family. there is going to be a future. and so that was part of the decision-making process that we went through.
and on a pedestal. that s evident from the size of the church in colorado. was there a time you wanted to go and slide somewhere and not to be heard from again. yes absolutely and others wanted me to. mike: that s probably the case. probably some that shed never show your face again. never show your face again. one of the incredible things alexander pelosi, who is nancy pelosi s daughter, she told me when i was in that state, she said there is too much resurrection in you to stay hidden. and she says you will complete the story and it will be a resurrection story. and then she did the documentary, the trials of ted haggard. then that opened the door then in me. it started to speak the faith in me and the confidence in me and with gayle s decisions that she describes in her book, and the childrens decision, then i realized there is going to be life. there is going to be a family. there is going to be a future. and so that was part of the decision-making process that we