The fear of never being called mommy is the only thing pestering 38-year-old Renae Richards. I contacted the adoption board in Jamaica but they said it s a long waiting list and they give preference to those in Jamaica. Overseas they said it would be best to do foster care first but because of COVID they can t do the natural home assessment to see if I m capable and I don t know when COVID will be over, she said. The way how me feel right now, I would want somebody from anywhere to be a surrogate and I will pay whatever their price is or even somebody who pregnant and is willing to give up their baby.