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Body it would just shut down or something. When i went to the doctor i had been feeling sick and dizzy and i was aided and. They took my urine and they told me that i was pregnant i. Was like you know theres a wife in there you know and maybe a great wife will be better than mine and i got to make sure that so. She is very special. Sometimes it takes a different kind of action to cause change to calm. And sometimes. A lot. I grew up on military bases my dad was career army when i was a child when we answer the phone we just have to say colonel brooks quarters and because of that i have as i have an understanding of the level of control that the military exercises that perhaps most in civilian life dont have. The fairness doctrine is a judicial doctrine that was developed by the Supreme Court that says if youre in the military you cannot sue for something that happens to you thats incidental your military service if you military doctors amputate the wrong limb youre out of luck you cann
A mother brother sister and husband should never live with knowing the horrible acts upon me find peace in knowing that my bot that the body left behind doesnt consume my soul i am free now and im not afraid ready to soar corded and you know. I took a whole bottle of pills and woke up strangely enough im not sure why. I at that point in my life i just wanted to be over. And think i was 2021 and then. Within the next year i tried again i went out into the garage which separate from the house when i turned the car. Most of the current fixie it was so it was all pulled blondie out a little w. Door and she scratching and helling at the dog shot up to me going to wake my wife up so i got to shut the car door for a minute ill just take her in the garage. The mommy says why would you kill a dog thats stupid and then the world would you kill your. Thought of it so many times and so many ways i thought about. At one point in time hanging myself from the flagpole was a song on me. Saying exactly
Bomb im sorry for the grease that you must feel. Just because im gone physically doesnt mean i will be there spiritually i truly feel that god will take me without question even though i took my own life. Ive had the most broken thoughts of dreams and physical pain to remind me of the her if it acts upon me that happened while a duty a mother brother sister and husband should never live with knowing the horrible acts upon me find peace in knowing that my bottom that the body left behind doesnt consume my soul i am free now and im not afraid ready to soar corded and you know. I took a whole bottle of pills and woke up strangely enough im not sure why. I at that point in my life i just wanted to be over. And think i was 2021 and then. Within the next year i tried again i went out into the garage which separate from the house when i turned the car. Most of the car in a fixie place so it was pulled blondie out a little w. Door and she scratching and helling at the dog shot up to me to wake
So many times and so many ways i thought about. At one point in time hanging myself from the flagpole was the song on me. Saying exactly what happened to make him feel bad. I was going to. Overdose on pain medication and sleeping medication. And just hope that id fall asleep in my body it would just shut down or something. When i went to the doctor i had been feeling sick and dizzy and not as good and. They took my urine and they told me that i was pregnant it. Was like you know theres a life and there you know i may be a great wife will be better than mine and i got to make sure that so. She was very special. Sometimes it takes a different kind of action to cause change to calm. And sometimes. A lot. I grew up on military bases my dad was career army when i was a child when we answer the phone we just have to say colonel brooks quarters and because of that i have as i have an understanding of the level of control that the military exercises that perhaps most in civilian life dont have