problems, as soon as you get to the olympics, it will solve all your problems. it will not. it will not do one of those things. but that s where people don t really have a healthy relationship with themselves, and that s why i took a break because i was on this endless search for a gold medal or a world record. and i kinda look into the future and said ok, if we do get that, is my life fixed or is my life any better. no. i don t think it was worth the cost and the cost of the real lowe s, as a human, as a person. so for me, it has been kind of a whirlwind. and i have got the results, but again, it comes back to was it worth its grief because mark would talk about depression we talk about low feelings and the long terms of releasing the light i thought i had this devil on my shoulder but it wasn t really until i addressed it, and people think that oh yeah, what you ve got to get