tried to raise the gun, i fired two more rounds and killed him. i can still see it s hard for you to say that. yeah, nobody wants to do that. i thought he was firing rounds at my partner. the whole situation as it unfolds, it s so fluid that you re just a reactant to what you re seeing in front of you. as i understand when it happens many times it s like tunnel vision. you don t really know what s happening many of the times and you sort of if you re in a corridor, the corridor seeps longer than it is. time speeds up or slows down depending what happened. explain what it means to be in a situation like that. you were involved in three shootings in the 22 years you served. you revert back to your training. one thing we were talking about earlier, it s more of a conscious thought not to shoot than it is to shoot because you react to what you re seeing and revert to your training and engage. and you re in fear of your life
martha: you have to wonder how the white house is going to feel about the release given that the things i cited moments ago about what susan rice said about his medical condition, he will be checked out in germany, they will figure out the condition of his health, maybe psychologically he is in a dire situation. what do you think of the white house reactant the way this thing plays out in this video? the white house made the claims his deteriorating health made this urgent, made them not able to provide 30 day notice and talked about the health, not his mental health. when he checked into the retail medical school in germany he was in stable condition. i think the white house is going to look into this. part of a longer video that includes additional footage of