panic attack. like, man, am i going to make it? it was really interesting for me to hear ray slip into the mindset of what i assume roy must have been going through. it kind of showed me what goes through someone s mind when they re on parole. i already got in my mind if i didn t have my daughter, i would tell that [ bleep ] parole board, let me self-invoke right now and i ll stay here and not even get out at all. stay here for my three years on paper. if i could just revoke and if it wasn t for raven, because i don t want to break her heart, i would just self-revoke, stay here, and they can kiss my ass honestly. that s how i feel. finally, ray s release date arrived. and we decided to follow him from prison to home. it was actually kind of fun to watch ray because he was so excited about being set free, and he was trying really quickly to adapt, and he got to use a cell phone for the first time in a long time. hey, i look like a pimp. look at this little phone. i can t belie
you know? okay. that s it. cut it. we caught up with ray a few days later. he had just received a letter from roy. it was written the day before he violated his parole. parole is hard for me. if i go back, i am giving my computer to raven. she is cool. this is i like this part, too, okay. i have been talking to her on the phone, this is my daughter, i love her so much. i love her little baby. she is a good kid, brother, and by god, you he gets on my ass. that s a trip. he s getting on my ass and he s on his way back. he says let s see. my god, brother, you do right by her. don t drink, dog. i love you, brother. [ bleep ]. it will get better, roy. oh, my goodness, i ain t going to lie now. after i read it and i laid down, i started practically having a panic attack. like, man, am i going to make it? it was really interesting for me to hear ray slip into the mindset of what i assume roy must have been going through.
that s it. cut it. we caught up with ray a few days later. he had just received a letter from roy. it was written the day before he violated his parole. parole is hard for me. if i go back, i am giving my computer to raven. she is cool. this is i like this part, too, okay. i have been talking to her on the phone, this is my daughter, i love her so much. i love her little baby. she is a good kid, brother, and by god, you he gets on my ass. that s a trip. he s getting on my ass and he s on his way back. he says let s see. my god, brother, you do right by her. don t drink, dog. i love you, brother. [ bleep ]. it will get better, roy. oh, my goodness, i ain t going to lie now. after i read it and i laid down, i started practically having a panic attack. like, man, am i going to make it? it was really interesting for me to hear ray slip into the mindset of what i assume roy must have been going through. it kind of showed me what goes
we caught up with ray a few days later. he had just received a letter from roy. it was written the day before he violated his parole. parole is hard for me. if i go back, i am giving my computer to raven. she is cool. this is i like this part, too, okay. i have been talking to her on the phone, this is my daughter, i love her so much. i love her little baby. she is a good kid, brother, and by god, you he gets on my ass. that s a trip. he s getting on my ass and he s on his way back. he says let s see. my god, brother, you do right by her. don t drink, dog. i love you, brother. [ bleep ]. it will get better, roy. oh, my goodness, i ain t going to lie now. after i read it and i laid down, i started practically having a panic attack. like, man, am i going to make it? it was really interesting for me to hear ray slip into the mindset of what i assume roy must have been going through. it kind of showed me what goes through someone s mind when they re on parole. i already got i
cut it. we caught up with ray a few days later. he had just received a letter from roy. it was written the day before he violated his parole. parole is hard for me. if i go back, i am giving my computer to raven. she is cool. this is i like this part, too, okay. i have been talking to her on the phone, this is my daughter, i love her so much. i love her little baby. she is a good kid, brother, and by god, you he gets on my ass. that s a trip. he s getting on my ass and he s on his way back. he says let s see. my god, brother, you do right by her. don t drink, dog. i love you, brother. [ bleep ]. it will get better, roy. oh, my goodness, i ain t going to lie now. after i read it and i laid down, i started practically having a panic attack. like, man, am i going to make it? it was really interesting for me to hear ray slip into the mindset of what i assume roy must have been going through. it kind of showed me what goes through someone s mind when