i m afraid you re going to come in here and one day you re going to be wired by the police and i m going to be busted. pamela told us there s a story behind those tapes. her attorney says he warned her that cecelia might be wired. but pamela talked to her anyway. the police weren t giving me any information. i was completely cut off. she says on those tapes she s acting, pretending to know more than she did in order to pump cecelia for information. all i wanted to know was did this guy kill my husband. it s like i couldn t even sleep. i had to know did he really do this? because i knew that if he killed my husband, i felt it was all my fall. whether i asked him to kill him or not, it was still my fault. because if i would have never have had this relationship, my husband would still be alive. pamela points out that a lot of what s on the tapes is hard to hear. she also argues that the tapes may have been edited and