about that decision, it is not that i took it that day, it is that i didn t take it days earlier. including in relation to the rugby international? | including in relation to the rugby international? international? i have tried to reflect on international? i have tried to reflect on my international? i have tried to reflect on my answers - international? i have tried to | reflect on my answers earlier international? i have tried to - reflect on my answers earlier the, i suppose what i am trying to reflect here is how difficult those decisions were and how to describe now, looking back with hindsight, something as, in very binary terms, right and wrong, i think is not always fair in the nature of the decisions we were taking at the time. but it is one of the decisions that yes, if i look back on and could take, you know, have my time again, may go the other way, but that was, that match was the weekend before that, so certainly, yes, i think that was. yes, if i have a reg