we move further away from that moment, i guess we ll digest it in our own personal way as we always do and i was just curious about you, how do you approach this day? well, you know i was there when the president was asked by arlen howard, this was on friday, september 14th, 2001, when the president visited the world trade center aftermath and met with the families of the policemen and firemen that were missing and arlene howard handed the president a badge and looked him right in the eyes, i want you to have this. this is my son s badge. his name is george howard. don t ever forget him. president bush with tears in his eyes looked into mrs. howard s eyes and said, america will start to forget. they will move on, but don t worry about me, i will never forget. i feel that same obligation. i promised never to foreget. i don t look forward to this