from his audio diary. he recorded his own thoughts and feelings while he was in the white house. how about that. jackie hunter live in the newsroom with more on this fascinating inside. good morning to the new video released as a series from president bush s foundation double tall for their very own perspective and viewers are the messages he left for his loved ones to hold onto after his passing. drawing on the diary he kept for 57 years. the memories he talks about are illustrated were videos, private moments with a compound in countless photos with his children and grandchildren. he shares his thoughts on getting older and are wrestling with the melancholy of facing the end of the life he so loved in accepting his own mortality. i want to rejoice in your big reason i want to be there for you if you did a bad bounce the my synergy developed disease indeed get wrapped. when i say be very mean in the