his handwriting becomes less legible. this accursed insomnia makes me sleazy. it cannot reconcile the total, absolute indifference of god to me. he obviously was wrestling with emotions but not fully equipped to do so. love is compatible with ambition. egoism. premonitions of special destiny. he felt he was going to be found out. his answer to that stress was to kill his entire family and start over again. one last great effort. come home. that journal is as good as a bloody fingerprint at the scene. it just shows what a sociopathic, cold-blooded, narcissistic killer we re dealing with. killing is always easier
as the years go by, his writing becomes more disjointed. his handwriting becomes less legible. this accursed insomnia makes me sleazy. it cannot reconcile the total, absolute indifference of god to me. he obviously was wrestling with emotions but not fully equipped to do so. love is compatible with ambition. egoism. premonitions of special destiny. he felt he was going to be found out. his answer to that stress was to kill his entire family and start over again. one last great effort. come home. that journal is as good as a bloody fingerprint at the scene. it just shows what a sociopathic, cold-blooded, narcissistic killer we re dealing with.
writing becomes more disjointed. his handwriting becomes less legible. this accursed insomnia makes me sleazy. it cannot reconcile the total, absolute indifference of god to me. he obviously was wrestling with emotions but not fully equipped to do so. love is compatible with ambition. egoism. premonitions of special destiny. he felt he was going to be found out. his answer to that stress was to kill his entire family and start over again. one last great effort. come home. that journal is as good as a