and he knew what he had done. how can you feel so much for the people of waco and can t have feelings about the people you killed? what the heck is the difference between the two of these? i ve never been able to wrap my brain around that. he wasn t going to do there. once he built the wall, that was it. the mission is done. get over it. it seemed like he hated us instead of us hating him, seemed like he was angry with us like we had done something to him. he hurt us. tim hurt us like nobody else has ever hurt us. it was like something evil to possessed him and i think if he had just said i m sorry, forgive me, i think i could have but he didn t. more than two years after the oklahoma city bombing a
matter how good justice is, it doesn t bring back a life. it doesn t undue an injury, it doesn t put back what was there. for the survivors and rescue teams and the families of those who were killed, the events of april 19th, 1995 will never be forgotten. the consequences of the horrific act still haunt them every day. i don t go around people too much. i go to church. i go to grocery stores. and i m back home. because i can get up out of the bed in the morning and feel pretty good, but sometimes that day i m going to start crying. it s still wrong. it just doesn t seem like it was that long ago. to this day i have problems with loud noises, and have had dreams where i can hear an explosion and wake up and there was no explosion.
oklahoma state highway trooper charlie hanger. he was convinced he was making a clean get away. it turns out he almost did. hanger was a fluke because he said he was just at the exit he pulled me over at, i was within spitting distance of the exit he said he would get to that exit, go up on the overpass and turn around and head back, they were requesting assistance in oklahoma and he was going to head that way. so it was within, you know, one mile an hour more in that 20-mile stretch and he wouldn t have seen me because i would have been passed. at this point state trooper hanger doesn t link him to the bombing so mcveigh must quickly figure out how to deal with the situation. mcveigh, you know, announces to him that i have a handgun and charlie says back, well, i have a gun, too. he thinks about okay, am i going to kill the police officer or not and makes this decision
bombing, mcveigh is pulled to the side of the highway by oklahoma state trooper charlie hanger. up until this moment, mcveigh says he is convinced he was making a clean getaway. it turns out he almost did. hanger was a fluke, because he said he was just at the exit, he pulled me over and i was within spitting distance of the exit. he said he was going to get to that exit because it was county line, go up on the overpass, turn around and head back. they were requesting assistance in oklahoma and he was going to head that day. so it was within one mile an hour more in that 20-mile stretch and he wouldn t have seen me because i would have been passed. at this point state trooper hanger doesn t link him to the bo bombing, so mcveigh must best figure out the way to deal with the situation. mcveigh, you know, announces to him that i have a handgun and charlie says back, well, i have