the last word because you said something that made me gasp. 16. you have lost 16 people. what are you thinking as we sort of wrap up this second year of living like this? eli has a 9-month-old who i felt this way until my 10-year-old could get vaccinated. the fear is sort of right here. you live with it all day. you have lost friends. tell me your thoughts as the year ends. i have two thoughts. one, you know, going to eli s point about over-the-counter testing. you know there are a lot of people in this country, me included that are wondering, being in a country like this, why can t we all have access to over-the-counter covid testing so that i can have the knowledge to whether or not i am positive before i go and see my mother or see my father? remember there was a time we weren t even ale to hug our parents. we are coming out of that a little bit, but you know, you still want to have that