didn t look good before the shooting. it took me a minute to realize, hey, i m still getting humor out of this. i can hear everything he s saying and everything that s going on. sergeant kellerman and i joke around a lot with one another.k around a lot with one another and when he said that i wanted to give some level of normalcy to him. everybody had a role out there on the scene and the officers that responded by shooting back had a role that they played. officer raleigh when he arrived he took on the role of being by my side, and i can t say enough about him, and i knew i was going to die. i m still with you, okay? sergeant kellermann is losing a lot of blood and fears losing his life and somehow has the presence of mind to call his wife. i can talk about this whole event and it s talking about my wife that gets to me. i remember dialing her number, and thinking, god, i hope she