what she was saying, what she was doing on tv, the only thing i can do to collect my thoughts is to go and walk among the finest men and women on this earth. you can always find them. they re in arlington national cemetery. i went over there for 1 1/2 hours, walked among the stones, some of whom i put there because they were doing what i told them to do when they were killed. in october, april of 2015, i was still on active duty. i went to the field office in miami. it was dedicated to two men that were killed in a firefight in miami against drug traffickers in 1986. a guy by the named of grogan and