teenager comforting one another. their world of adolescentconcerns was shattered. batron: no human beingshould go through nothing likethat. you know, itwas just wrong. wrong. i m sorry. (sniffing) (sobbing) i m sorry. it was wrong. nobody should. nobody shouldbe treated like that. (upbeat gospel music) r: inside the jammed church,reverend herbert daughtry told the audience that phillippannell, in the manner in which he died,cannot be forgotten. herbert: we mustbuild a monument so that as long as thesun rise and set this city,this country will never, ever forget.phillip clinton pannell. (audience cheering and clapping) natacha: as the civicleaders spoke, i was sittingthere
the reason why i like golo is plain and simple, it was easy. i didn t have to grit my teeth and do a diet. golo s a lifestyle change and you make the change and it stays off. golo s changed my life in so many ways. i sleep better, i eat better. took my shirt off for the first time in 25 years. it s golo. it s all golo. it s smarter, it s better, it will change your life forever. r: the body of 16 yearold phillip pannell arrived at the communitybaptist church, surrounded by acrowd of mourners. w: everyone is taking it bad,whether they re black or white, jewish or italian,it doesn t matter. everyone s taking it bad. natacha: the dayof the funeral. we had a private viewingthat was in the morning and my brother didn tlook like himself. he was like 5 to 6 shadesdarker than what he was. and i remember mybrother looking like he was like in his lateforties, early fifties, you know, versusthe last time i saw his body.
this is the result ofdecades of believing your ownhype and not wanting to confront theugliness that was always there. but you chose tolook the other way. jackie: it was soearth shattering. i believed, for the mostpart that everybody was living happily together in teaneck. but it wasn t the utopia that ithought it was, for many people. (protestors chanting) (broken glass shattering) r: boarded up businessesand broken glass, smashed by hundredsof young people, angry over the police killing of phillip pannellon tuesday night. natacha: i was like,what does this have to do with my brother sdeath, you know? and i was kind ofupset in a sense, because that s not how he was. you know, that like all ofthis happened to my brother. and then on top of that,all this violence and stuff.
i didn t believe it. ididn t think it was, it wasreal. i didn t think it was somethingthat could happen to one of us. steven: the next thing,i remember somebody else were having meand telling me, look, we need to go tell his mother. we need to contact his mother. i was like, i don t know howto get in contact with her. i said,but i know where they live at. you can take me to their house. (music) worst ride ever. (music) natacha: when mom and i gothome that evening, my mother was, like, you know,clint s not home yet? and i was like no, ma,he s probably on his way. less than an hour ortwo after we got home,
and then i said,why are all of you here? why are you here? what s going on? what did you all do wrong? what did you dowrong to my child? nobody wanted to say nothing. they just had theirhead hanging down just shaking theirhead, as i went by. natacha: in that moment,my life actually changed. you know, i said, well,look he s not here anymore and i m gonna find out why.i don t care how long it takes me to get down to thebottom of why this happened and to make it right. steven: it s one of theworst days of my life. i lost my friend. and he was a true friend. a true friend. bernie: i almost,it s like surreal, i don t, i don t think i believed ituntil i saw it on the news. this is news 4 new york. anchor: good evening,emotions are running high in the