i work. i work well, to be honest, i m going to school to be a firefighter paramedic right now. i start my paramedic school in january and i did my emt last summer and my fire academy last fall, and i ve just been working in between just to make money. i work at a place which is a phone company that answers phones for at & t. so that s what i m doing right now. just as far as bills and making money. everybody has to survive. meanwhile, i m going to school to be a paramedic firefighter. i actually yesterday just did my first portion of my testing to be an aurora firefighter yesterday which is ironic. well, it s remarkable but our first responders are the front line and you are obviously just totally prepared for this kind of emergency. what is your next plan in terms of coping with this? honestly, it hasn t really i mean, i ve had ups and downs emotionally but it s kind of