i got a pocket full of pills in my pocket. i was the person who found maggie and paul, my distrust for s.l.e.d., all of those factors combined and made me i also know him asking me about maggie and pau-pau contributed to that paranoia. all i m saying is i m not dispuing that i lied. i m just saying at this point you re saying i made a conscious decision to lie here, and i m saying i don t think i made a conscious decision right there. okay. later? i believe so. had you already had your gsr done at this point? yes, sir, i had. okay. you already talked to your law partners and heard sheriff hill, and now you re blaming them and blaming chief alexander now as well for your lies?