it s so inkong ruous that he could be capable of this kind of a moment in his life, ed. i ve been to his house. it s in a gated community. we were warned going to south africa, i d been there before, and they always tell you there s a very high crime rate, be careful with your possessions, be aware of crowds and all of that. and oscar was certainly aware of all of that too. he s one of the most popular guys in south africa. he s got movie star looks. and he had guns in his house. there s no doubt about that. and he was worried about that kind of stuff. but still, that he could turn a gun on somebody, i m still hoping that this was involuntary manslaughter, you know, that he didn t know that it was his girlfriend in his house at that time. it just doesn t seem possible. it doesn t seem possible. everything you know of oscar, it just doesn t add up. he was proficient with a firearm. did he ever talk about that with you?