huh? yeah. it s easy to say why josiah and build big bonfires with gary. that s what we do. that s what s all that wood s for. that s a lot of wood. yep. that s a lot of wood. tracy and josiah in particular, they really like it here. and they really feel very comfortable and josiah says he doesn t want to leave. do you feel a big responsibility in having them here? i do. i feel a lot of responsibility for them, for being here. if you give too much encouragement and build up their hope and then it doesn t work, you ve just destroyed people for no reason. at the same time, i don t want