younger and the molestation attack. it s like i remember struggling, struggling to get away because the attacker was in a frenzy. so you thought about that last night? yeah, yeah. i saw that i was strong, not weak from that experience. has it been hard, your whole life, because you are actually a big, imposing-looking guy. that s to not feel strong? to feel weak? that s the thing. my self-identity was one of like a weak, broken young boy versus like a capable adult. i d look at pictures of myself and i wouldn t see an adult there. i d see just a weak person, a child. it s a very personal experience to go through this. it s really hard work, but it s also an opportunity to grow. what an interesting group of
thinking about old trauma. for stan that would mean coming to terms with haunting memories of abuse dating back three decades. so how was it? it s really hard to explain. i think i made big progress last night. the most profound thing was kind of connecting with when i was younger and the molestation attack. it s like i regular struggling, struggling to get away because the attacker was in a frenzy. so you thought about that last night? yeah, yeah. i saw that i was strong, not weak from that experience. has it been hard, your whole life, because you are actually a big, imposing-looking guy. that s to not feel strong? to feel weak? that s the thing. my self-identity was one of like a weak, broken young boy versus like a capable adult.
i just know that. while ayahuasca might be protecting roman s soul, it s been having a field day with his body and mind. like magic mushrooms ayahuasca contains a psychedelic agent called dimethyltryptamine, or dmt. dmt accelerates and enhances communication in the brain between areas responsible for sense of self, emotion and perception. scientists believe this induces a dream-like or hypnotic state that triggers personal revelations and new ways of thinking about old trauma. for stan that would mean coming to terms with haunting memories of abuse dating back three decades. so how was it? it s really hard to explain. i think i made big progress last night. the most profound thing was kind of connecting with when i was younger and the molestation attack. it s like i regular struggling,
when i was younger and the molestation attack. i remember struggling to get away because the attacker was in a frenzy. so you thought about that last night? yeah, yeah. saw that i was strong, not weak, from that experience. has it been hard your whole life? because you are actually, a big, imposing-looking guy, to not feel strong to, feel weak? yeah, that s the thing. my self-identity was one of like a weak, broken, you know, young boy versus like, a capable adult. i look at pictures of myself, and i wouldn t see an adult there. i d see just a weak person, a child. and it s a very personal experience to go through this. it s really hard work, but it s also an opportunity to grow.
the most profound thing was kind of connecting with when i was younger and the molestation attack. it s like i regular struggling, struggling to get away because the attacker was in a frenzy. so you thought about that last night? yeah, yeah. i saw that i was strong, not weak from that experience. has it been hard, your whole life, because you are actually a big, imposing-looking guy. that s to not feel strong? to feel weak? that s the thing. my self-identity was one of like a weak, broken young boy versus like a capable adult. i d look at pictures of myself and i wouldn t see an adult there. i d see just a weak person, a child. it s a very personal experience to go through this. it s really hard work, but it s