i remember, i said to you, i want to hear you say that you killed jenny. and i realize how hard that was for you but you did it. and for you and so everything just changed, because mark s reaction and he didn t try and act like, i didn t do it or it was your fault or but, no, i had to know. did jenny suffer? and from what mark told me, i believe that it was very quick. and so that has given me peace. when i walked out of there, i was probably 80 pounds lighter. you know? and i never since that day have ever had that same recurring dream. i don t think about mark the way i did. and it was a great release. thank you. you guys are so great. while the s.a.v.e. program has helped eliminate the nightmares, it can t reverse the
every time i see these guys it s really hard because you re always thinking, i mean, it s like, i did something that completely damaged them, that will never go away, ever, for any of us. i remember, i said to you, i want to hear you say that you killed jenny. and i realize how hard that was for you but you did it. and for you and so everything just changed, because mark s reaction and he didn t try and act like, i didn t do it or it was your fault or but, no, i had to know. did jenny suffer? and from what mark told me, i believe that it was very quick. and so that has given me peace. when i walked out of there, i was probably 80 pounds lighter. you know? and i never since that day have ever had that same recurring dream. i don t think about mark the way i did. and it was a great release.
like, i did something that completely damaged them, that will never go away, ever, for any of us. i remember, i said to you, i want to hear you say that you killed jenny. and i realize how hard that was for you but you did it. and for you and so everything just changed, because mark s reaction and he didn t try and act like, i didn t do it or it was your fault or but, no, i had to know. did jenny suffer? and from what mark told me, i believe that it was very quick. and so that has given me peace. when i walked out of there, i was probably 80 pounds lighter. you know? and i never since that day have ever had that same recurring
do it, but i was the one they thought did it. and you did this to me, plus i lost jenny that day. it s hard. every time i see these guys it s really hard because you re always thinking, i mean, it s like, i did something that completely damaged them, you know, that will never go away, ever, for any of us. and i remember, i said to you, i want to hear you say that you killed jenny. and i realize how hard that was for you, but you did it. and for you and so everything just changed, because mark s reaction and he didn t try and act like i didn t do it or it was your fault or but, no, i had to know, did jenny suffer? and from what mark told me, i believe that it was very quick. and so that has given me peace. when i walked out of there, i
will never go away, ever, for any of us. i remember, i said to you, i want to hear you say that you killed jenny. and i realize how hard that was for you but you did it. and for you and so everything just changed, because mark s reaction and he didn t try and act like, i didn t do it or it was your fault or but, no, i had to know. did jenny suffer? and from what mark told me, i believe that it was very quick. and so that has given me peace. when i walked out of there, i was probably 80 pounds lighter. you know? and i never since that day have ever had that same recurring dream. i don t think about mark the way i did. and it was a great release. thank you.