Michael Zissler His wife Tracy’s victim impact statement was read out by her sister Michelle Bell, she said: “I feel like this ordeal is going on for ever and ever – I just miss Michael so much. “When you have been with someone for 22 years and suddenly they are gone, it’s like I’m living in a nightmare.” She added: “The defendant has ruined my life, my family’s life and destroyed my dreams by his dangerous and selfish actions. He has broken my heart and robbed me of a life with the man who was my world. “There is no sentence that you will be able to give that can make up for what was taken from Michael or what we have lost. All you can do is make sure that he doesn’t do this to another family.”